I'd sort of wanted to hold off putting a journal back up on this page until I could design my own unique journal skin

but time lacking thereof, I decided to use this purty one instead (he's squishy! I must squish him!); for the time being anyway. Not that I expect many people to read my babbling nonsense, it's more for cathartic reasons, but if you dare, read on >_>.
I have far too many art projects in the works x_x not to mention this sudden endless
need to draw, like, constantly, but when I do, never satisfied. Which after basically doing NO art for nearly a year, is very surprising and all-consuming. I sort of wonder why did I join DA? To improve, to meet fellow artists, to be known? Some deep-seeded, driving need for approval? I think if I start spilling my guts out in this journal, well there'll just be a huge
mess
all over the
page,
so I'll refrain.
I'm sort of feeling this may be a little heavy for what is essentially my 'debut' DA journal (since I deleted all the other ones, cleaning up the clutter).
I still have the hugest backlog of comments and notices. I've got.... 563 messages to go >_>. Every time I log on I try to answer a few, because I appreciate that people took the time to comment. I won't be doing individual thank-yous of favs/watches, because I don't really want to start something I can't finish

every time I've tried I just end up with an even bigger backlog. But I love being faved, commented, critiqued, whatever so feel free to be click-happy with the fav button, flatter me shamelessly or give some insightful feedback. Makes me all warm and tingly

Finally worked my way through all the new DA submissions from the amazing artists I'm watching. I'd like to do a feature of some, because, yeah,
wow, when I've got more time to get myself oranasised... I've finished my lunch break now so, better get back to it...^_^;
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And now, some clubs!:

Moar to come!
I know what you mean as far as your other journal comments
I'm a bit the same. I keep falling behind in my comments etc
and journals I usually don't read because I just can't keep up.
but I do look for acceptance and hope to find it and have found
some which is better then none at all
Yeah what with watching so many people, I sort of do a bit of a drive-by fav thing whenever I get a spare moment (even though some artist's prefer comments I guess, but to me a fav is just as wonderful as comment - it means my art was so lovely they wanted to remember it, and that's a huge compliment for me! lol), answer as many comments as I can heehee
It's good to find some acceptance, everyone I've ever met through DA or other galleries has been super nice and supportive, it's really lovely, my problem is I'm a bit socially awkward and have trouble putting myself out there lol oh well!
Thanks again!!!
what would you like?
something made from one or more of
your pieces , or something else ?
any particular colours ?
yes , I watch too many people too lol
I watch something like 600 and have about
250 watch me in return.
I try to comment everyone. I mainly answer
the questions and comments , and have lost
time for thanking for favs though I do appreciate them
I can relate to social awkwardness , I get
it from time to time, more so if I don't
know the person very well
let me see what I can do with it..
I should show you what I can do as far as journals,
for one , my own journal I done and I've also done
these ones [link] and [link]
these are two of my watchers and friends I will
try my hardest to please you
As I said, just say the word, I would love to return the favour and create something for you too
I have something special in mind for this piece ...
I will use dark and light colours and want to try
something a little different to my normal journals..
because this image is different to all the others
let me see if I please you first with my result ..
then , if you like it and still want to do something
we can talk